Vax isn't a bad guy. Don't ... don't wish to take all of it back because of me, he doesn't deserve that.

[ First time. He'll feel that hit home later, for now he's just numb and miserable. ]

I'll admit, I wanted it to be me too. [ What's the point in lying? ] When I first arrived here, I didn't want anyone. I thought it would make me worth less, make me more of whatever I was after Avantika, surviving like this. I told myself, Jester would want you to get home any way you can, she won't care about what you did.

I never got home.